unspoken

draycious — Wed, 26 Mar 2008 16:17:01 +0000

hellogoodbye
smile as you go
i hear the heartache deep inside
words they turn to ashes
familiar faces
we were in that picture

the unavoidable scene, guilt dominatingthe long sigh, and a long goodbyeperhaps one day, we will meet again

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draycious — Sat, 22 Mar 2008 18:37:00 +0000

anchored by the flight

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draycious — Wed, 19 Mar 2008 09:27:00 +0000

images flashed back just as though
on a projector screen
like a number redialing

stood in silence, recalling
this homicide,
im the murderer and youre the victim

good day,
good day to you

happy 18th

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draycious — Tue, 18 Mar 2008 08:45:00 +0000

theres so much that've been kept within
the unspoken have been revolving on my mind
like an alarm clock that keeps on ringing
ive got to act with my dishonesty
to let it go, cause i know
you dont belong to me
its was a near perfect pair
and theres so much there compared to this little bit

inferiority of the hollow shell beats me

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draycious — Sun, 16 Mar 2008 04:06:00 +0000

knowing my weaknesses
she cut me like a knife
like an optical illusion in a book
theres more than one way
she can see it when she look

broken this fragile thing now
and i cant pick up the pieces
ive thrown my words all around
but i cant give a reason

regenerated these feelings
intoxicated the edge

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draycious — Tue, 11 Mar 2008 23:59:00 +0000

i'll never forget how this very day killed me.

it was hours before
when memories was being browsed
as time approaches emotions plunged

rarely seen,
bumping on the streets
everything goes flushing down
to the lowest pit.

the hardest thing to do
is to reveal the deepest emotions
inevitable tears
they wont seem to stop

changes will never stop changing
and changes are the most cruel things
you might take days or years to adapt
weeks and months to overcome
or perhaps
a lifetime and still standing on the same ground

theres so much to say yet
it was only that few words that came out.
the closure,
it was myself who fail me
mouth,
why cant you speak

i want to earn bigg bucks
and throw money on yer face
those whom you despise being poor
money cant buy the world
your messing with the wrong ppl

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draycious — Tue, 11 Mar 2008 01:24:00 +0000

okay, i miss you

i shall stop denying
its been long enough ever since
i try to veil my inner thoughts

17 hours and a half

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draycious — Mon, 10 Mar 2008 02:09:00 +0000

i understand that there are some problems
and i am not too blind to know
all the pain you kept inside you
even though you might not show
if i cant apologize for being wrong
then its just a shame on me
i'll be the reason for your pain
and you can put the blame on me

its how ironic whereby someone
who barely knows you loves you.
it was blank page
theres never a start
merely friends
and theres so much of a story

im just the stranger
youre just a friend
we rarely speak
and you said
youre in love

im sorry, i can never be your beautiful but the stranger in black
♥

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draycious — Sun, 09 Mar 2008 05:38:00 +0000

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draycious — Sat, 08 Mar 2008 01:12:00 +0000

so much being unspoken
held up thoughts
bounded limits
things are beyond abilities

crossroad with split ends
a burning lamp
rainbow days are over

cant bypass being guilt-stricken
stole something that dont belong
someone out there have been awaiting
for your home coming

your expectations, i'll never meet
her standards, i cant fit

c h a r a c t e r c l a s h e s a n d i t b u r n t o a s h e s